aright
so now im thinkin bout nothing doing.
when you got things to do but doing nothing bout it.
thinkin first it was a philosophy but then realisin now this PSA is made possible by impossibility: couldn't do it if i wanted. the body, tormented by havoc wreaked from stress is having none of it. instead of work toward deadlines its killians red, a smoke, and rocknroll.
so wats this tell us.
when it was a philosophy i spouk it (spoke/spout) to a girl obviously too dominated by the deadline. usually people don't listen. ; thinks I: they can't
suddenly a new semester and she's eschewing responsibility with the best of them. and thinks i: was it something i said?
sits I back with beers and riffs pounding and almost make an excuse: well _I_ have a disease. I have an excuse for resisting powerfully the demands of outside. feels like, there is a natural 'NO' built in to the logic. having seized the reigns, the body imposes its tyrannical vegetation. when it permits work, only on condition that no stress accompanies this "pro duc tivity." I can get things done so long as the mind gels in coolness.
but another? she? what do we call it when a person has no disease? laziness, hmph. right. we call it laziness. pro crass ination.
but nature takes over. has power. vegetation that takes over takes root- grows up in vines, encircles our legs, impedes steps. it is no progress. time for a dive rather than drive. dive into ourselves. explode this world from inside out. a big mid finger to the BUA business as usual.
Nature takes over. "for janet, help came from her faith, but it also came from a squirrel." if that squirrel can take care of himself with a harsh winter coming on, so can I.
starts in the us whose livelihood gets seized by paralysis induced from the death wish against whom we play chicken.
but it spreads.
not all have to face death.
maybe you hear it from someone who has, and just it spreads in you. like that vine, like that virus.
suddenly, you are nature's child again.
and nobody, not those who haven't got it, not frickin Harvard, no one can defeat the power of the earth.
global cooling: a phenom of arrest within. life stops that which led us into the fire.
b like the squirrel.
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